As I remember it, the knife was lying on Dad’s chest of drawers. It was one of those wonderful, shiny penknives that has a sharp blade, a can opener and a file.
It was that sharp blade that attracted my six-year-old mind. I was showing the knife to my little friend, Danny, and I wanted to impress him. I told him, “Knives are for cutting.” I wondered what I could test the very sharp blade on to show him.
After checking to make sure my parents weren’t around, I decided to try out the knife on something in their closet. Quietly I closed the bedroom door and began to test it on my dad’s shoes, then one of his ties, and then some of my mother’s dresses. The blade easily cut through everything.
I knew what I was doing was wrong, but somehow I blocked out of my mind the thought that I would be punished for what I was doing. Besides, I could tell that Danny seemed quite impressed.
How often Satan leads us on by helping us forget that what we are doing is really sin or that it doesn’t matter as long as we don’t get caught. But the Bible reminds us, “Be sure your sin will find you out” (Numbers 32:23).
Danny and I went from the bedroom into the bathroom. The knife easily slit the shower curtain and the vinyl top of the clothes hamper. Then we headed to the living room. The last thing I tested it on was the big leather chair. Then I quietly put the knife back on my father’s chest of drawer, and Danny and I went out to play.
I thought there were only two people who knew what I had done—Danny and me. But there was Someone who had watched the whole thing. “The eyes of the Lord are in every place, beholding the evil and the good” (Proverbs 15:3). God had seen everything.
There were very sad results to what I had done. My mother cried when she saw everything I had ruined, and my father was very upset. I was miserable and had to be punished.
In looking back at that terrible incident in my childhood, I am thankful to say that the Lord Jesus bore the punishment in His own body for that awful sin. But that wasn’t the only sin of mine that He suffered for. He was punished for all my sins, because I know that He loves me, and I believe that He washed away every one of my sins in His blood that He shed on the cross. “The blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanseth us from all sin” (1 John 1:7).
Thankfully the Lord Jesus did restore my soul, and the miserable feeling went away even though, after many years, the big leather chair still has the little slit in it.
ML-08/04/2013