That Sad, Sad Face! or, a Sister of Mercy.

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I WAS traveling on the Midland some time ago. Among my fellow-passengers were a commercial, an aged general, a major, an aged lady, a sister of mercy (or nun) and a young girl, who, from her agitation, I feared was being tempted from her home to take the veil.
A more sad face than that of the unhappy looking nun was seldom seen.
As I looked at her I thought, If she had but peace with God, oh, how her misery would be turned into joy!
I sat longing for an opportunity to tell her of the finished work of Christ.
By-and-by she felt for her ticket. She could not find it. I helped her to seek it. At last she found it, after much excitement, in her cloak-sleeve. I then said, “It would be a fearful thing at the end of the journey of life to find that we were without the passport to heaven.”
“Indeed, it would," she replied.
I said, “Can you tell me what the passport is to the holy presence of God?”
“A good conscience," she replied.
I said again, " God says in His Word that ' there is none righteous, no, not one,' that ' there is no difference; for all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God ' (Rom. 3:10, 22, 2310As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: (Romans 3:10)
22Even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe: for there is no difference: 23For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; (Romans 3:22‑23)
). Will you, then, tell me how a sinner can have a good conscience?”
The nun was quite at a loss to know how to answer this question.
“I should think you ought to know," said the aged lady at my left; and pointing to the Word of God in my hand, she added, “That Book will tell you.”
“You are quite right," I said. This Book tells me that 'the blood of Jesus Christ, His Son, cleanseth us from all sin'; that every believer HAS boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus' (1 John 1:77But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin. (1 John 1:7)) Heb. 10:1919Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus, (Hebrews 10:19)). It tells me my sins ARE forgiven for His name's sake; that believers HAVE redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace (1 John 2:1212I write unto you, little children, because your sins are forgiven you for his name's sake. (1 John 2:12); Eph. 1:1-71Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the will of God, to the saints which are at Ephesus, and to the faithful in Christ Jesus: 2Grace be to you, and peace, from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ. 3Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ: 4According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: 5Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will, 6To the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted in the beloved. 7In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace; (Ephesians 1:1‑7)); that God is infinitely righteous in thus justifying a poor sinner, and that without works" (Rom. 3:19-2819Now we know that what things soever the law saith, it saith to them who are under the law: that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God. 20Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin. 21But now the righteousness of God without the law is manifested, being witnessed by the law and the prophets; 22Even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe: for there is no difference: 23For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; 24Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus: 25Whom God hath set forth to be a propitiation through faith in his blood, to declare his righteousness for the remission of sins that are past, through the forbearance of God; 26To declare, I say, at this time his righteousness: that he might be just, and the justifier of him which believeth in Jesus. 27Where is boasting then? It is excluded. By what law? of works? Nay: but by the law of faith. 28Therefore we conclude that a man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law. (Romans 3:19‑28)).
“What!" said the major, “you do not mean to say that a man may know in this world that his sins are forgiven? I cannot think that a man can be quite sure of that.”
“Certainly, Major; and now let me give you an illustration in your own line. Suppose your regiment in rebellion, and you give yourself up to make reconciliation for your men, telling them that if you do not succeed you shall never return, but that if you do return they may be quite sure of their pardon the moment they see you; that the reconciliation will then have been made. Now, suppose you do thus make a complete and satisfactory reconciliation. You do return; and you call your regiment on parade, and announce a free pardon to every soldier. And now a man steps up, and says,' I suppose, your honor, I must not be quite sure that what you say is true.' Now, Major, would you not consider that an insult?”
“That is right," said the old general.
“And now, if it is an insult to doubt the word of a fallible man, what is it to doubt the testimony of the infallible God? Has not the blessed Jesus given Himself the propitiation for sin, ' to make reconciliation for the sins of the people '? (Heb. 2:1717Wherefore in all things it behoved him to be made like unto his brethren, that he might be a merciful and faithful high priest in things pertaining to God, to make reconciliation for the sins of the people. (Hebrews 2:17)). ‘He died for our sins, according to the Scriptures, and He was buried, and He rose again the third day (1 Cor. 15:3-53For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; 4And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures: 5And that he was seen of Cephas, then of the twelve: (1 Corinthians 15:3‑5)). He never could have returned from the cold chambers of the dead, if the reconciliation had not been perfectly made. But believers can say with triumph, He 'was raised again for our justification.
“Do you not see, Major, your return to your regiment would be a proof that reconciliation was made? And the resurrection of Christ is God's proof that the atoning work of Christ is perfectly finished. And if your own word should be enough for your men to believe, what can I want more than the Word of God? God has raised up that very Jesus who groaned and bled on the cross beneath the weight of my sins and guilt. And that is not all. That very Jesus is gone up on high, and sits at the right hand of the Majesty on high. That is what gives me the answer of a good conscience, as Peter says, And be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you, with meekness and fear, having a good conscience.' But how? By good works? No, these will do before men, but the answer of a good conscience toward God [is only} by the resurrection of Jesus Christ, who is gone into heaven,' etc. (1 Peter 3:15-2215But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear: 16Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ. 17For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing. 18For Christ also hath once suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that he might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh, but quickened by the Spirit: 19By which also he went and preached unto the spirits in prison; 20Which sometime were disobedient, when once the longsuffering of God waited in the days of Noah, while the ark was a preparing, wherein few, that is, eight souls were saved by water. 21The like figure whereunto even baptism doth also now save us (not the putting away of the filth of the flesh, but the answer of a good conscience toward God,) by the resurrection of Jesus Christ: 22Who is gone into heaven, and is on the right hand of God; angels and authorities and powers being made subject unto him. (1 Peter 3:15‑22)). The sacrifices of the law could never make the conscience perfect, much less can the bloodless sacrifices that men pretend now to offer. But the offering of Jesus on the cross, His one offering of Himself, perfects the conscience forever, so perfects it that there needs no more sacrifice for sins (Heb. 10:1-231For the law having a shadow of good things to come, and not the very image of the things, can never with those sacrifices which they offered year by year continually make the comers thereunto perfect. 2For then would they not have ceased to be offered? because that the worshippers once purged should have had no more conscience of sins. 3But in those sacrifices there is a remembrance again made of sins every year. 4For it is not possible that the blood of bulls and of goats should take away sins. 5Wherefore when he cometh into the world, he saith, Sacrifice and offering thou wouldest not, but a body hast thou prepared me: 6In burnt offerings and sacrifices for sin thou hast had no pleasure. 7Then said I, Lo, I come (in the volume of the book it is written of me,) to do thy will, O God. 8Above when he said, Sacrifice and offering and burnt offerings and offering for sin thou wouldest not, neither hadst pleasure therein; which are offered by the law; 9Then said he, Lo, I come to do thy will, O God. He taketh away the first, that he may establish the second. 10By the which will we are sanctified through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ once for all. 11And every priest standeth daily ministering and offering oftentimes the same sacrifices, which can never take away sins: 12But this man, after he had offered one sacrifice for sins for ever, sat down on the right hand of God; 13From henceforth expecting till his enemies be made his footstool. 14For by one offering he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified. 15Whereof the Holy Ghost also is a witness to us: for after that he had said before, 16This is the covenant that I will make with them after those days, saith the Lord, I will put my laws into their hearts, and in their minds will I write them; 17And their sins and iniquities will I remember no more. 18Now where remission of these is, there is no more offering for sin. 19Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus, 20By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh; 21And having an high priest over the house of God; 22Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water. 23Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering; (for he is faithful that promised;) (Hebrews 10:1‑23)).
“Major, would you not be happy now if you knew your sins are forgiven”
“Oh, yes, indeed; nothing on this earth could make me so happy.”
And then, addressing the nun, I said, "And would you not be happy if you also knew, like the believing Ephesians, that God had, for Christ's sake, forgiven your sins?”
She said, “I do not know how to answer you.”
The commercial man now spoke: " I have no doubt that a man is justified, as you have said, by faith; but will you tell me WHEN a man may conclude with certainty and safety that he is saved?
“That is a very important inquiry," said I. “Many make a fatal mistake by concluding, because they have passed through a religious excitement, that they may hope they are saved. There is no safety in such a conclusion. Neither can a person be sure that he is saved by fasting and prayers and works of kindness. No; there is sin mixed up with it all. Neither dare the person conclude that he is saved by keeping the holy law of God; for the more sincerely he strives to keep it, the more miserable and desponding he is, for he finds an evil heart that is still breaking it. But when a person sees himself so great a sinner that there is no remedy for him but death, and that God has met his need as a sinner in the death of Christ, and that, being risen from the death which the sinner deserved, He is now his justification and life; in plain words, when stripped of all dependence on himself, he is brought by the Spirit of God to TRUST ALONE IN CHRIST, he may then conclude with certainty and safety that he is saved.”
Yes, my reader, nothing can be so sure as the word of the living God. Be it known unto you that through this [risen] Man [Christ Jesus] is preached unto you the forgiveness of sins; and by Him all that believe are justified from all things, from which ye could not be justified by the law of Moses (Acts 38, 39).
“ARE JUSTIFIED"; not, may be after death.
No, the believer is now beyond death, Jesus having died for him.
If you are brought to give up all self-righteousness, and, as a lost sinner, to receive Christ as your entire salvation, you may be certain that you are saved.
A person may be deceived in doing and enduring anything to save himself; but no man will TRUST ALONE IN CHRIST, but by the Holy Ghost. If this is your faith you may be certain it is of God. You may be certain, therefore, that you are saved.
If you are trusting partly in Christ and partly in something else, you never on that ground can be saved. It must be all Christ, or no Christ at all.