One finds that there are many sincere souls who are not in the second condition of the prodigal—that is, when he had been kissed, and robed, and was in the house with the Father—they have not real peace with God. They are still lingering on the way; and if they know salvation is a real thing thus given, they are not living in the enjoyment of it. As to their state of mind they have not eaten of the fatted calf, nor have they got on the best robe; they are not living with the Father on the ground of what the Father has shown Himself to be.
It is striking the moment the Father comes, except the confession of the son, you hear of nothing about him—all is about the Father. From the time of his confession the whole scene is concerning the Father’s mind, and the Father’s will-what His heart is, and what His house can afford; and that is the true Christian state, and what the heart has to be brought to enjoy. I take up that special view now. Many are sincere, yet are not on that ground, and the Lord shows us that this is so; we should ever cry “Alba Father,” as having a conscious place with Him.
There are two very distinct states in the prodigal; in the second he learns the expression of the Father’s thoughts, and not of his own; and there he rests. You do not find judgment here, it is all grace. Judgment is a real true thing, and the Lord will lay hold of the conscience by it; but it is not the subject here, salutary as it is. Neither is it the side on which you find the blood presented to God, all true and important. It is that of the soul justifying God, and then the way it enters into the enjoyment of His grace. We never should lose sight of the other; but the side of the gospel here presented is not the judgment of God which is outstanding, and then God meeting it with propitiation through faith in His blood.
And we must not confound this with the government of God. He may be angry even with His own child. It is different from the manifestation of His nature, so that there is no possibility of allowing sin in His presence. In the gospel the righteousness of God is revealed, and the wrath of God is revealed, and that from heaven; not merely judgment and punishment; not merely dealing with man but, God being perfectly revealed, and so you cannot have a single sin. Wrath is revealed against “all ungodliness, and unrighteousness of men.” In the holiness of His nature He rejects the sin, and in the righteousness of His nature He judges it. Hence, when we speak of Christian state we walk in the light, as He is in the light. It is not now certain conduct that has to be measured and dealt with. God has no measure of sin. He is a holy being, and there is positive rejection of all sin in His nature. Even in Paradise it is not now merely innocence; it came out previously; but man left that state, and then judgment comes on him, and he is to return to dust. It is dreadful enough to see that He chastens His own; but to find that people are shut out from the presence of the Lord forever, from God’s favor, is terrible! Here it is the grace which goes out to seek, and how the soul is brought back to enjoy the grace.
We have the whole Trinity in this chapter; the good Shepherd looks after the sheep; the Spirit seeks for a soul, and Grace receives it when it comes back; the activity of God in Christ, and then the Spirit; and, lastly, the way the soul is received by the Father. In the first two you do not get the whole truth; you do in the last. The Shepherd seeks His sheep; the sheep never lays its foot to the ground, it is wandering farther and farther away; the Lord comes and brings it home. The woman cares for the silver piece, seeks diligently, and when she finds it she rejoices over it—the simple power of grace bringing back what is lost.
Then, another thing—thank God, it is not new—a living principle all through, what runs through it all, that it is not our joy to get saved, but God’s joy to save! The Pharisees and publicans murmured. It is a righteous principle, and some may have it in their hearts still, that people must be righteous for God. The Pharisee thinks lie has righteousness for God. God says you are a whited sepulcher, full of uncleanness. The elder brother is the Pharisee in all ages, perfect selfishness, no entering into the Father’s feelings; the most hateful thing that exists, no sense of sin, else he would know that he was a sinner; no sense of holiness, or of love; there is nothing more foreign to the mind of God than his state; it is thorough selfishness. “Thou never gavest me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends.” When he says, “Child, thou art ever with me, and all that I have is thine,” He refers to the Jews: the law, the prophets, Christ Himself, the worship of God, the Word of God, all He had was theirs, The use they made of it was another thing; they had enough to take pride out of it, so as not to enter into the Father’s heart, made known to the servants. “Thy brother is come, and thy father hath killed the fatted calf, because he hath received him safe and sound.” That ought to have touched his heart. He should have said, “if my father is happy it must be right;” but he objects to everything. The Father went out even to this Pharisee; nothing could win the self-righteous man; his heart is unwinnable by God! He had no sense of righteousness or holiness, or he would know perfectly well that if all that was in his heart was brought out, he would be ashamed of himself, and go and hide. The Pharisee has not thought of that; he is as hypocritical, as if God could not see its inside as well as its outside. But if man’s righteousness was the way to God, why should He have given His Son?
The Lord here takes up the way in which the soul returns to God, and He chooses the case of one who had gone to excess of riot—eating husks with the swine. Many have not done that, but He takes this case to show that grace reaches it there, and that is God’s delight—the joy of God, to bring him back and receive him. Remark this—the moment the soul has got hold of what God is, the grace of God has found entrance into the heart. It is not feeding on husks which is the worst thing; nor is there any real difference in people; some are upright and honest, others are sunk in debauchery; but as regards the heart there is not one bit of difference.
Suppose I was brought up among thieves and drunkards, I would be a thief and a drunkard. It is a great mercy to be separate; that is connected with circumstances. Here, in the first act of the young man, the whole thing was done. To turn his back on his father was doing his own will. Scripture says, there is “no difference” before God; there is in wickedness and vice, of course; but all have sought their own pleasure, and their own way. When he crossed the threshold he was in will as much a sinner as when with the swine. There are differences among men. Quite true. And man sows what he reaps. As regards his soul, the young man was as much a sinner then, as when eating the husks; but what is more, he was nearer the turn when there. The Lord says, “Publicans and harlots go into the kingdom of heaven before you.” It is the principle of all men, everywhere, to say, “Give me the portion of goods that falleth to me.” We like our own will; we like to be free from God to do our own will. It is perfectly immaterial what it is; that is our history as men; we have “everyone turned to his own way,” and that brings these wretched fruits.
That is what you are, beloved friends. Some have come back; but looked at as children of Adam, you have your back upon God, and your face on your own flesh. You are neglecting God.
The Lord takes the case of one who has gone to excess. The point was, leaving his father’s house, and his getting back there. The young man may not have been a thief, or the like, but he is always doing wrong, till he comes back, and never will be right until he comes back there. “If thou wilt return, saith the Lord, return unto me.” (Jer. 4:1.) How can I return in my sins? The only way is through Christ, of course. I can quite understand that question, both the effect and the way it works.
Now as to his return: “There arose a mighty famine in that land.” Another thought as to the heart is, it never returns to God till there is a famine in the world. As long as people are in health, very rich and gay, they ruin themselves. When that is gone—when the natural pleasure is gone, what then has the heart? It has spent itself, and is ping to die! “Thou fool!” that is all the Lord has to say to that! (Luke 12:20). He had got to Satan’s world, and the heart finds nothing there to satisfy it. You see those that can spend their substance; and there is a certain gaiety of nature which seems like happiness; but leave such only for a day, and you will find how their heart has its canker at the core. “There arose a mighty famine in that land,... and no man gave unto him.” There is no giving in the devil’s land; people find a famine there. Why are there so many concerts and crystal palaces? Because of the famine. They try to keep up their heart, to do without God; but it is all in vain; they cannot! They may get on merrily, but all these “artificers in brass and iron” are but efforts to make a city without God, and sufficiently pleasant to forget Him!
When the famine was there, he began to be in want. That never turns the heart to God. “And he joined himself to a citizen of that country, and he sent him into his fields to feed swine.” Drinking and pleasure and excitement did not satisfy; “and no man gave unto him.” When the heart is away from God, this want never turns it to Him; it turns to what satisfies the flesh. “He would fain have filled his belly with the husks that the swine did eat, and no man gave unto him; “a description of where he had got to, the sense of famine not bringing him to God at all.
“When he came to himself,” there is a total change. He was like a mad man before; identified with the place where the famine was. The goodness of God comes to his heart, he says “How many hired servants of my father have bread enough and to spare?” not “I shall get it,” or I would like to have it; or “ How should I be received?” But the sense of goodness; and a want of another kind arising in his soul! —a sense of the ble’ssedness of God! When the Holy Ghost works, there is always a want. I want more holiness,’ more grace, ‘I want God.’ He sees blessedness with God, and would give anything to be back with Him. ‘The servants had bread to spare; there is goodness with God.’ Wherever there is a revelation of self, and man is conscious of his real state, there is always a sense of the goodness of God. He is in the frame of mind you find at times in souls— “Well, if I perish, I perish at the cross.” It attracts him. Conscience is awakened; the heart is attracted; that is everything. He turned his back on his father, left God behind him; now his face is turned towards Him, and his heart too, and that is an immense thing! He has not peace yet; but it is an immense thing when God and the soul meet—when want of holiness, and want of love is created, and there is a revelation that has attracted the soul to God. All right in principle; but righteousness must be met, and that which characterizes him when he came to himself, that he thinks there is goodness, and abundance, and plenty there. Ile did not know that he would be let in, but there was the goodness there to be let in to! And then I am perishing, ‘I have got away from God, and I am perishing;’ a man living without God.’ Orthodox as the Pharisees were, they had not God. Nicodemus says, ‘You must be a teacher come from God;’ but the Lord says, ‘You have not the principle which connects you with God; I cannot teach flesh; you must be born again.’ God and the soul have met, the quickening power of God gives consciousness that he is perishing, and there is a distinct result, “I will arise and go to my father,” not I will get better,” “change my ways,” He must change his ways; but that is not what is in his heart. “I will arise and go to my father.” It is want of God that characterizes him. The sense of love, a total difference with the desire to mend myself; that is the work of the Spirit of God. The heart then says, “I will go,” and then “I have sinned against heaven.” Is that all the title you have to it? It is often a long while till our hearts say that; a long while before we give up and say, “I have no title;” and if so, How can I be there?
That was what the Lord was doing with the Syrophenician. She is of an accursed race; she came out of the coasts of Tire and Sidon, of which the Lord said, they were so bad that, if the things done in Sodom and Gomorrah were done in them, they would not repent. He takes them as an example of hardness of heart and distance from God. She cried, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, thou Son of David,” &c. He answered her that it was “not meet to take the children’s bread and cast it to dogs.” He throws her back when she sought Him, with “I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” “Truth Lord (she replied), yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall from their master’s table.” I have no title; I am a cur, a wretched dog; but the dogs eat of the crumbs from their master’s table. There is goodness enough in God for those who have no title. Then Jesus answered, “Go thy way, the devil is gone out of thy daughter.”
It may be a long process before the soul comes to that point of full blessing. Without a holy nature we cannot enjoy Him; but you cannot make righteousness out of it; or your ground of acceptance out of it. The prodigal has nothing to say to the blessing till everything is spent. The pride of the human heart finds it very difficult to get there. Some things are fit for God, it says. Are you fit for God? I ask. “Without holiness no man shall see the Lord.” There is something in you that is all wrong, totally wrong from beginning to end; you must come down; you have no title to anything whatever, and all depends on simple grace to those that are entitled to nothing but wrath.
Another thing, we have seen his heart brought to turn to God. His eyes were opened, and God had met him; he had not yet met God. He acknowledged his sins; all quite right; the consequence is lie begins to reason how he will be with God-how he will be when he meets Him. “Make me as one of thy hired servants.” What does that prove? That he had never met God at all. Lowliness, confession, is all right; but making terms shows lie had not given up all hope in self, but thought he might have some small place, some little corner in heaven.
Can you pretend to be fit for His presence with all these rags? —every proof of having been in the far country? With his heart drawn to God, he confessed he was unworthy, yet still hoped. All proved he had not got to his father. The father had met him and touched Hs heart in grace, but lie had not, in conscience, come to God at all! That is what I press. Here was a work of God, a sense of sin, of perishing, of bread in his father’s house; but this thought, because he had not met God, was all wrong. He had no terms to make; it was reasoning how it would turn out when he came. Numbers of souls are sincere; they have seen the goodness of God, and yet only hope in a general way; they have not met God to find out what God’s thoughts are. They are reasoning from their condition, partly fearing, partly hoping for a poor servant’s place. All proves they have not met God, though God has met them. He had met that young man. All perfectly true; but he does not judge from what God was and had been. He had not given up so as to know what God was, when we were nothing but sin. He arose and came to his father.
Now, in a certain sense he disappears when the father comes in sight, and the whole blessing comes from, and is the result of, what the father is to this poor creature. All right his returning; but what is the effect of it? To bring him to his father in a condition totally unfit to go into the house. It would be a disgrace to have him in the house with those filthy rags—a perpetual dishonor. Then the elder brother might reproach and say, ‘Look at this wretch; is he fit to be in the house with you?’ The effect of all that is going on in our hearts is to bring us into God’s presence in our sins! Did we not come in rags and nakedness the whole journey, just as he comes out of the far country? Until we submit to that, we never get peace. We are saying, “Make me a hired servant.” It is not self-righteousness, but reasoning from our thought as to what God will tie. That is giving God the character of Judge. If He is our Judge, it is everlasting destruction to us.
Are there not hearts who may read this, right in purpose, thinking of their state and condition, and how it will turn out when they meet God? Why not confess you have not met Him yet? You have never known Him. Why not put yourself just in the state the Lord is insisting on? “When he was yet a great way off, his father saw him.” Now he comes to be kissed in his rags. He deals in absolute grace with him just as he was. The effect of this kind of experience is to bring me to Him in my rags, and to find Him loving me in my rags, in a condition unfit to be in the house.
But He did not bring him in in his rags, but “fell on his neck.” The Father acted from His feelings, and the effect of the wretchedness of the son was to draw out the Father’s love! That is what I learn in Christ. “While we were yet sinners Christ died for us.” The very essence of Christianity is that we have not to meet God as a Judge; and because we could not, He has come to meet us in grace. Sovereign grace has dealt with sinners, to show that God in love is greater than their sins! Simple but blessed, the footing we are on with God is not what we arc for God, but what God is for us. He “commendeth his love to us, in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us.” He does not look for righteousness; He will have the fruits of it afterward; but the grace of God brings salvation. The very essence of Christianity (by which we too have to act in grace) is, not what God finds, but what God brings.
He is brought to confess what he is, but with the Father on his neck; and he does not then say, ‘Make me a servant.’ Why? ‘Because he had met his Father, and He had acted as a Father. He could not say, when He was kissing him, Make me a servant;’ it would be slighting grace Ah! he had met his Father, and knew his position. How? By being with Him, and finding what his Father was for him.
Now, are you content, Reader, that your acceptance should depend on what God has done for you? Are you content to give up all title to His grace? If there is pride, and Adam still working, you will say, ‘Must I not have this or that?’ Try your hand at it, and see what it will come to. The Lord wants you to learn, that you will never think of saying, “Make me a servant.” You will then have learned the Father’s heart, and your relationship a son’s place, because you have found it in the Father’s house. Thus, grace has gone out, and righteousness has gone in! “Bring forth the best robe and put it on him.” That which the father has to put on him is out of His own treasure—He had got his share, he had nothing of his own—it was that which was put on him when he came back, that when he went into the house he might be a witness of his Father’s thought about him; that it is the father’s joy to have him there in honor. We are made the righteousness of God in Him. There is where He brings us to; His own presence in the fullness of His own grace; and He puts the best robe on us, so that all may say, ‘There is a son the father delights in.’ There is nothing now about the son feeding on the fatted calf, but the father and servants. No doubt he did so; but this is the way He receives a person; it is His own delight to have him, and the greatest delight of God is Christ; and He puts that upon him. We thus have righteousness, and glory too, in due time.
Thus there is a total difference between God meeting the soul and the soul meeting God-meeting it in sinfulness, all the reasoning you find, characterizes that state; how it may turn out, and the like. I may get on slowly, or get on quickly, but that is experience. You never find in Scripture, ‘Being justified by experience, we have peace with God;’ it is “by faith.” Faith in what? In what has passed in my heart? Then I may doubt about my own heart, ‘Surely it is not what I ought to be.’ All that does go on in the heart; but it is not the Father’s dealing with the son-not a bit. Experience was there, but experience led him home in his rags to the Father’s presence-the rest is all what the Father is!
Are you content to be on that ground—a more sinner—to be put by the Father’s grace into the Father’s house? It is Christ, of course, who is the best robe, as my righteousness. When He shall appear we shall be like Him. Then the soul sits down and enjoys all the Father has to give. Ah! you will find it hard, there is so much selfishness in the heart, to bow, to depend on what Christ is for you, Strange to say it, but you will. If you submit to God’s righteousness you will then have true holiness, but never until you have the certainty of salvation. How can a child have filial affection if he has not a father? So, if I am born of God, I have a nature capable of enjoying Him. But if I have not the sense of relationship, I cannot have peace. We have the Spirit of adoption, if we look up to God. Is there the consciousness that you look to a Father? Not a hope, but that your affections can go out on that footing, because you know Him as a Father. You cannot have blessed, holy affections which delight in Him as a Father until consciously in the position which that position entails. I do not say that you are not on the road. When first I am saved, all my affections go out, and I say, ‘What a mercy!’ But when I see a Christian resting too much upon what he was as a sinner, that is not a healthy state. I believe “the Lamb slain “will never be forgotten; but if only there, and not occupied in thinking of what He is, I will not get on. A soul that is in the Father’s house, ‘Is it not to grow up to know what the Father’s heart is? I was outside, and He took me in to learn it there.’
I would now ask you, Are you in the best robe? In Christ is your place. Is your heart there? Conscience must be cleansed, of course; but, ‘Is your heart living in the affections which belong to that condition, or, are you uncertain?’ That is not a Christian state—though you may be on the way to it. Are you content to take your whole condition and blessing from what the Father is to you?
The Lord give you to see what you are, so that you may find you have a new place in Christ, and nothing to do with the old thing. The Father brings the son to His own heart and His own house.