I said to one today, "If I could but be a consistent member of the bride, the Lamb's wife, of the chaste virgin espoused to the Lord, how simple and bright all would be! If I could be simple as a little child of God placed near Christ, the first-born among many brethren, how bright all would be!" The answer was, "But what devotedness that supposes!" I replied, "Not what men call or mean by devotedness; they mean by devotedness, having a great deal to give up. I am part of that virgin—a child in the family of God—but I look up for the heart and mind of the Bridegroom, and all His love and grace, to be mine; I look up for Abba's love to free His child's heart. Will Christ's love, filling my heart and mind—will Abba's love, filling me to overflowing—be my giving up or His pouring in?"