God is not unaffected when His servant is depressed. He has His eye upon His servant, and will care for him. One of the lessons of the way is to get hold of how God can stoop, and delights to stoop, to arrange the little things for His servants. How sad it is that distrust of the One whom we serve-distrust of His heartfelt interest in us and in His people-oftentimes thrusts its way before the soul.
Recall the life of God's servant. Elijah. Who would have thought of the blessed God preparing a cake, baking it, filling die cruse, and then sending His angel to that poor, weary, depressed servant of His, to tell him what He had prepared for him! Such is the heart of Him whom we serve. Elijah ate and slept, and was aroused by the angelic watcher to eat again. (How God lingers near us, so to speak.) "And the angel of the Lord came again the second time, and touched him, and said, Arise and eat; because the journey is too great for thee." 1 Kings 19:77And the angel of the Lord came again the second time, and touched him, and said, Arise and eat; because the journey is too great for thee. (1 Kings 19:7).
Oh, to be able to detect the "cake baked on the coals." There it is preparing, when the poor weary heart only requests "for himself that he might die." God's answer is, in substance, Not yet, Elijah, nor at all. The "chariot of fire, and horses of fire" are My way for you.
“The journey is too great for thee." He who cares for us has provided the sustenance. He who alone knows the need of the way meets it. Be assured there is the "cake baked on the coals" and the cruse of water for the depressed servant, and as we partake we gain strength. Cannot the servant who reads this bear witness? And so it always is. "And he arose, and did eat and drink, and went in the strength of that meat forty days and forty nights unto Horeb the mount of God." 1 Kings 19:88And he arose, and did eat and drink, and went in the strength of that meat forty days and forty nights unto Horeb the mount of God. (1 Kings 19:8).
H. C. A.